love bye love :(

You know...
You...are already a mere memory.
I've...already gotten over you.
Sorry...

The phone that rang when time kissed with sadness,
I wasn't able to do anything for you when I heard your voice after you had cried, 'Don't cry, I understand everything. I'm sorry' the words I added,
The longing suppressed the love when you asked to break up

] When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now

In my dreams, the tears dance;
When I open my eyes in the morning,
I wash your scent away,
I prepare while wearing new clothes,
As if I'm congratulating the first day of being alone

The music I can hear in the crowded street,
I can feel my heart stop beating today,
I wonder if I was always a good person towards you...
Our happy days which could not be stopped like the clouds

Every time, I guess the short time has put my heart in pain,
I guess I hurt you during the times you were crying,
The password of your house we used together,
I'm starting to forget it before your hands touch mine

Being hurt again by the love you have given me,
The grevious pain, a wanderer who wears an achromatic color,
The loser in the tears that could not be embraced,
Let's not ever experience a love like this

Although it's a beautiful day, why is that only tears fill my eyes?

Mianhae~

streotyping is bad for ur health

weird kn how people slalu terpedaya sbb streotyping. byk kali aku tlibat dlm situation like this.it's just plainly sucks!

hmm..post ini bkn la nk mngutuk atau menyatakan sape salah sape betol
ini hanyalah pandangan sematamata

dalam dunia globalisasi nh, still ramai yg closed-minded(cam nk wat krgn plak)
point yang nk aku state sini ialah

XSEMSTINYA YANG KORANG NAMPAK KAT LUAR TU BAIK DALAM PON BAIK!

alkisahnye, mrA suke kat missB yang cantik dan bertudung labuh. mrA adalah seorang yang sempoi2, rmai kawan. mrA cbe mengorat missB tetapi disebabkan kawan missB slalu nmpk mrA dgn gurls maka dorg pon wat conclusion mrA xsesuai.plus, kapel2 nh kn xelok n so on.

oo bulatBulat oo says:
skrg nh, yg korg g cpt2 wat conclusion cmtu asal??kn bole knl2 dulu then bru decide.ini x blom ape2 nmpk org tu bercampur gaul sedikit da kate org tu jahat. xsemestinya bergaul tu mesti ade yg xsenonoh berlaku.cbe pikir jauh sikit. skg nh da salah plak laki pompuan nk kawan?? missB pon satu, bknnye mrA trus nk ajk kapel ke ape ke,nk kawan je kot tah2 niat die baik nk kawin trus ke.kn elok tu.

biasa la manusia kn, yg jahat jela nmpk.aku sebagai seorang wanita yang sederhana nh(hehe.low-profile) rse agk kurg puas ati. setakat aku hidup aku rse, klu aku nmpk org yang sempoi2 nh,kdg2 lua je nmpk keras tough n all,tp kat dalam suci je.lg suci dr org yg dok skeptikal kat org len.

it's true tht ade je org jahat.tp xmksd suma jahat kn.yg penting review la diri sendiri dulu sebelom kte tuduh org len jahat.kte pon blom tntu baik lg.klu kte rse da baik sgt,tgk lg skli mne tau ade yg silap kte wat.jgn confident sgt.kte tuduh org tu tnpa usul periksa kn salah.

peace no war:)

FRESH START :)

sempena dgn kelahiran baru blog ini
post pertama is bout :dugeundugeundugeun:

yeah,right!
keluarguku yang tercinta
pic nh disnap time raye tah bape tahun lepas..lupe oredy..hee
so, as u all can see..my family consist of ayah, ma, along(myself), ashraf, aina, annura n aisyah.
kami siblings kalau x gado x sah. ironinye, gado smpi sepak terajang pon, setengah jam pastu elok balik.hehe
nak wat cmne.each of us mempunyai kelebihan iaitu bercakap dgn kuat smpi jiran pon bole dgr dan bersuare lantang tp soh public speaking takot smpi gigil2..hahah
tapi kami sume anak yang baik..kui3 (yeke??)

next,
S.P.A.M
membe rapat time PASUM dulu smpi skrg pon..
susa nk jmpe dorg as dorg suma tinggal kat KL, aku kat PERAK..tp yang penting ak tau ak saaayaaang kat dorg..dorg pon saaayanng giler kat aku..wee~
SPAMMIES wait for me eaa..t ak da pindah KL kite hangout 2geda eaa..time tu ambik ko,aku cte xstop2 smpi korg nak muntah dgr cte ak sorg..huahua

lg satu,
grup yang terdiri drpd aini,anor,ayuni,mum
membe rapat kat tganu nh
klu xde dorg nh sape la nk dgr ak membebel story2 ak yg xpnh xde nh..
grup kitorg yang bising ni mampu myakitkn kepala org yang mendengar kami smbg2..sori org2 sekalian..tis is us!we rule!
wawawawawa~

byk lagi special person dalam hidup aku
nadia,liyana,rizi,mazni, mr.beetle, mr.spidey banyak2 lagi
and byk2 arigatoo kat kamoo2 yg sanggup being there anytime,anywhere for me.
without u all mumtazah atiqah bkn la mumtazah atiqah yang skrg nh

last but least,

I HEART U!

new looks!

yeayyeay!!

anne jasmine thx alot for ur help..weee~
my dearest blog got new looks all thx to eni..i lap u..only gratitude i can give to you..xley demand2 eaa..

now, bru ade smgnt nak berblog..
even bz skli pon i promise i akn berblog sbb eni da susa pyh redo my blog..

:hapyhapyday:

HELP ME!!!

HMMM...

td blogwalking..waa, jeles korg2 nyer blog mmg power2 blaka
dunnow whether ade org read ke post aku
tp kepada sape yg bace..i seriously need help..

blogging nh mmg aku mnt,tulis2 nh aku suke la jgk
tp satu weakness aku, iaitu ak xreti nk cntikkn blog aku
so as u all can see
my blog sgtlaaa buruk
mase pon xde nk repair

eni! aku tau ko bce blog aku (even kdg2)
tolong laa repairkn blog nh..aku xreti..
klu x xde mood nk tulis..sdey4

klu ade sape yg baik ati nk help me..sgt2 la dialu-alukan..

the end

da lme x beblog
bz with exam

as usual ak menulis bila otak da mula serabut

dulu ak ckp psl green light
lps da lame, ak pon xpasti

PELIK, nape kamu xbole?
susa sgt ea..bkn nk compare tp biasanya org nak je,plus nk selalu
kamu je xnak..

SEDEYH, ak bkn pilihan pertama,
kte mereka bukan no satu
tp tindakan x menunjukan ape yg dikatakan

KELIRU, nak selesai cmne
ape2 care pon macam xberjaya

NAK TAU SGT2, ape sbnarnye dalam fikiran kamu...

KeMbaLi senYUm..:D

after going through mcm2 scenes just in one day one night berakhir la nightmare yg menyebabkn ak berada dlm dilemma
..Failing to choose which way is better
..Thinking wat would happen if i take the road not taken
..thinking whether the road taken is right for me

Last night was the hardest moment in my 20years life..i never thought tht this will be a real hard thing to deal with..i thought my heart is as hard as stone..it doesnot like what it seems to look from the outside..

at last..with the thought of me ,with alittle thought of him,as what he say..i made the decision:
i choose green light.forever green light.
Tp dgn beberape syarat.
yg ak pasti, akn dilaksanakn..

siLent TrEatmEnt :(

sape je suke kna silent treatment
ak phm,
kes kli ini, ak yg stat(mmg slalu ak yg stat pon)
msti mangsanye tu xpuas ati kn..
tp pemangsa pon bknnye happy sgt pon
pemangsa tu tau bnde nh xbest tp...
pemangsa nh xtau nk wat pe
otak pemangsa nh pon da serabut,sewel,tecabut skru,dll.
pemangsa jd bingung dan buntu
mslhnye pemangsa tatau punca kejadian
pemangsa nk btolkn keadaan
tp pemangsa tatau yg mne better; baik utk pemangsa dan mangsanye
pemangsa ade dua pilihan setakat ni
same ade amik lampu hijau atau lampu merah
tp skrg nh jugak pemangsa mati enjin kat tengah2 nk amik dua2 lampu pon xley

conclusionnye???

yg MAHA ESA je tau..

yang MAHA ESA lg MAHA PENGAMPUN, please help me..

;)cmni rupenye ko...

sengaje ak bkk link blog yg ade dlm browser ak
da lame da nmpk tp malas nk tekan..
rupe2nye blog tu kepunyaan :kau: antara org yg ak syg,yg suke give me hell but at same time makes me laugh:D
if u read this :kau:,
after reading them a lot smpi ak da rse btol2 cm stalker(ngek btol! seb baek blog :kau:,klu x ak dgn automaticnye jd stalker terhormat)
a lot of new things i know bout u..
couple of nice things quite some of bad things
it's normal for me to feel like tht,i hope u understand
tapi pada ak as long as :kau: still on "jalan yg benar"
ak xkn halang ko, tp jgn salahkn ak klu ak tgk ko dr jauh sbb itu tanggungjawab ak
ak xrase ko akn bace bnde nh tp cukup sekadar ak bole nk luahkan perasaan(lgpon nh la tugas blog kn!)
special thx to blogspot nh sbb mncipta ruang agr ak dapat mengenali :kau: dgn lbh dekat(klu x tau la cmne nk knal ko,da ko sengap sangat!)

kEnAPe jADI cMNi???!

to dearest kamookamoo:
aritu for the very first time on FB after a while ak bce la wallpost oleh kamoo1
kamoo1 ckp "my existence no longer significant to u"
i'm shock!
xtau plak to tht extend beliau rse psl ak
ak xpnh ignored kamoo1 laa
cme ak kat cni sibok sgt3
nak pgg handphne pon jrg
tp ak tau ape pon alasan yg ak bg kat kamoo1
kamoo akn kate ak tipu
sdey tau x?
tapi ak xbley nk wat ape
ak n kamoo1 jauh
t klu ak jmpe kamoo kite talk ea?
and kepada kamoo2 ak harap kamoo2 trus stay neutral
ak mnx maaf sbb ape yg jd
ak syg kamoo suma

sAKit kAki!

today ade event dimana ak tlibat as tukang-jaga-makanan
'majlis rumah tbuka Physicians UMT'
penat kott!
oleh disebabkn ari raye kena la pakai baju kurung,pastu xcomplete la hidupku klu baju kurung without my WEDGES..ngee~
natijahnye, kaki ku sakit akibat berdiri selama byk2 jam

sebagai tugas menjaga makanan,
ak kena make sure xde pencuri makanan berdekatan(dorg nh pantang ade makanan lebeyh,suma dorg amik)
ak kena berdiri sepanjang majlis which is not best at all!
aktiviti yg len xdpt nk join :sdey:

best part of the day is when suma orang start packing nak balik
syok betol!
ak pon packing2 dan pulang berkaki ayam kerana xbole thn da kesakitan yg amat!

pengajaran: da tau nak kna wat keje menjaga makanan xyah la pkai wedges akibatnye merana badan..T-T


# laman coretanku da berubah wajah!cantik x?
## credits to annesoul dan mr.beetle yg berusaha menyusahkan diri mereka utk
menolong-->thanx a lot:)

DIA

dia,
Insan pertama yg bertakhta
Insan pertama yg ku cinta
Pernah membuat ku bahagia
Dia yg mengajarku erti rindu

Tidak ku duga permulaan yg jernih
Menjadi keruh dgn tiba2
Bisa rintangan antara ku dan dia
Cinta terhalang oleh orang tua

*dgr lagu kat utube..tetibe rase melancholic..T-T

**buat DIA terima kasih atas segalanya

Lagu: dia singer: fauziah latiff

hidup mcm dlm novel!~

pnh dgr sumtin like tht x?

Lg detail; life like a big stage, we humans r the actors n actresses..
Once heard this
Dunnoe who's quoting this :p

ak prcye bkn ak sorg rse cmni
Tahla, i believe at one point in our life kite akn realise tht quote tu agk tepat
We'll never know what happens in the future rite?when we finally realize all we can hope for is a chance to to turn back time..n we know nothing in this world can do tht..what's left is REGRET

IN MY CASE,
xpnh ak rse regret tp i wish things would be better.,i wish people understand ,no judgement..

PENGAJARAN utk ak for the moment ialah percaye pade ur first instinct

konvo two

so sleepy tapi smngat nak type nh. today is one of the happiest day in my life.si die yang bernama mashimaro da jadi milik ku. got the best price n bought it without thinking twice. kat atas tu la pix die dgn baby ku no. 3, my beloved lappie. still thinking bout the name n i wanna it to be spontaneous straight from my head. pe ea??

pesta konvo da abs da pon. kak reen pon da graduate. booth srn pon da tutup. skrg nk kena fokus kat study plak.
aja!!

srn kusyg tolongla bg mudah sket keaadaan utk kami.

momo'sforecast: lotslots of laughters n happy day

konvo one

sgt lth! kna plak jaga booth SRN. yg best booth ni jual BEAR. comel2 belaka. sy pon jatuh hati kat salah satu drpd mereka. die sgt putih. name die mashimaroo. terasa macam ada magnet menarik suruh beli die. suda lame berpikir dan bila tiba je saat nak keluar kertas kaler biru tu tetiba ade plak makhluk yang amik die. sebab sy yang tukang jual takkan lah pulak nak gado dgn makhluk itu. sy pandang je mashimaroo tu smpai la makhluk tu betol2 beli. sy da sedih da mase tu. lpas tu sorg senior kate ade lg. time tu harapan nak dapat macam banyak je skli nak order tade stok plak. ade jodoh kot sy dengan die. bsok sy dengan semangat baru pegi cari kat booth lain. ADE! taaapii mahal lah pulak. tape awk tunggu mashimaroo sy akn beli awk jgak. tenkiu kat mr. beetle sbb baik hati nak belikan sy mashimaroo tu. saayaang mr. beetle..

guess what...?!

huhu..blog?let,s give it a try..
caution: not suitable for people who r LAZY (look who's talking)