complaint?
i love to complaint?
hurmm..i love to talk, when i'm not satisfied wit one thing i will talk bout it the whole day unitl i satisfied.but. not all the thing i said out loud..sumtime i keep it to myself.
i donnoe..i have too much in mind at 1 time. sumtime it is good most of the time it is bad. when one problem arised i will think bout it deeply bout wht should i do, wht will happen..luckily i guess i hv no prob with the study,
i didnt know bout others, but i do think positively bout myself..this gave me strength to move on in such hard life. but in reality i'm not sure whether people around me feel comfortable with my unstoppable 'speech'.
i once a quiet person; i kept to myself bout wht i feel whether i was mad or unsatisfied wit sumthing
now, brand new me: the one tht talk out loud(certain things only meh), the one tht know to express her feeling, no longer be only a gudlistener( though not good enough)
but sadly..people dont take it as one good change..
"u talk too much!"
"u r not tht good!"
"u r one complicated human!"
or something like tht..
wht i said usually after thinking all the pros n cons, the feeling of people hearing them and all tht matters.
mybe i dont belong..(i hate this sentence,so negative!)
mybe i should shut my mouth off.
mybe i should not say too much
mybe i should hold back my thought...
but wait!
they dont know me good enough..
or
wht?
current mood: emo
love bye love :(
You know...
You...are already a mere memory.
I've...already gotten over you.
Sorry...
The phone that rang when time kissed with sadness,
I wasn't able to do anything for you when I heard your voice after you had cried, 'Don't cry, I understand everything. I'm sorry' the words I added,
The longing suppressed the love when you asked to break up
] When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now
In my dreams, the tears dance;
When I open my eyes in the morning,
I wash your scent away,
I prepare while wearing new clothes,
As if I'm congratulating the first day of being alone
The music I can hear in the crowded street,
I can feel my heart stop beating today,
I wonder if I was always a good person towards you...
Our happy days which could not be stopped like the clouds
Every time, I guess the short time has put my heart in pain,
I guess I hurt you during the times you were crying,
The password of your house we used together,
I'm starting to forget it before your hands touch mine
Being hurt again by the love you have given me,
The grevious pain, a wanderer who wears an achromatic color,
The loser in the tears that could not be embraced,
Let's not ever experience a love like this
Although it's a beautiful day, why is that only tears fill my eyes?
Mianhae~
You...are already a mere memory.
I've...already gotten over you.
Sorry...
The phone that rang when time kissed with sadness,
I wasn't able to do anything for you when I heard your voice after you had cried, 'Don't cry, I understand everything. I'm sorry' the words I added,
The longing suppressed the love when you asked to break up
] When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now
In my dreams, the tears dance;
When I open my eyes in the morning,
I wash your scent away,
I prepare while wearing new clothes,
As if I'm congratulating the first day of being alone
The music I can hear in the crowded street,
I can feel my heart stop beating today,
I wonder if I was always a good person towards you...
Our happy days which could not be stopped like the clouds
Every time, I guess the short time has put my heart in pain,
I guess I hurt you during the times you were crying,
The password of your house we used together,
I'm starting to forget it before your hands touch mine
Being hurt again by the love you have given me,
The grevious pain, a wanderer who wears an achromatic color,
The loser in the tears that could not be embraced,
Let's not ever experience a love like this
Although it's a beautiful day, why is that only tears fill my eyes?
Mianhae~
streotyping is bad for ur health
weird kn how people slalu terpedaya sbb streotyping. byk kali aku tlibat dlm situation like this.it's just plainly sucks!
hmm..post ini bkn la nk mngutuk atau menyatakan sape salah sape betol
ini hanyalah pandangan sematamata
dalam dunia globalisasi nh, still ramai yg closed-minded(cam nk wat krgn plak)
point yang nk aku state sini ialah
XSEMSTINYA YANG KORANG NAMPAK KAT LUAR TU BAIK DALAM PON BAIK!
alkisahnye, mrA suke kat missB yang cantik dan bertudung labuh. mrA adalah seorang yang sempoi2, rmai kawan. mrA cbe mengorat missB tetapi disebabkan kawan missB slalu nmpk mrA dgn gurls maka dorg pon wat conclusion mrA xsesuai.plus, kapel2 nh kn xelok n so on.
oo bulatBulat oo says:
skrg nh, yg korg g cpt2 wat conclusion cmtu asal??kn bole knl2 dulu then bru decide.ini x blom ape2 nmpk org tu bercampur gaul sedikit da kate org tu jahat. xsemestinya bergaul tu mesti ade yg xsenonoh berlaku.cbe pikir jauh sikit. skg nh da salah plak laki pompuan nk kawan?? missB pon satu, bknnye mrA trus nk ajk kapel ke ape ke,nk kawan je kot tah2 niat die baik nk kawin trus ke.kn elok tu.
biasa la manusia kn, yg jahat jela nmpk.aku sebagai seorang wanita yang sederhana nh(hehe.low-profile) rse agk kurg puas ati. setakat aku hidup aku rse, klu aku nmpk org yang sempoi2 nh,kdg2 lua je nmpk keras tough n all,tp kat dalam suci je.lg suci dr org yg dok skeptikal kat org len.
it's true tht ade je org jahat.tp xmksd suma jahat kn.yg penting review la diri sendiri dulu sebelom kte tuduh org len jahat.kte pon blom tntu baik lg.klu kte rse da baik sgt,tgk lg skli mne tau ade yg silap kte wat.jgn confident sgt.kte tuduh org tu tnpa usul periksa kn salah.
peace no war:)
hmm..post ini bkn la nk mngutuk atau menyatakan sape salah sape betol
ini hanyalah pandangan sematamata
dalam dunia globalisasi nh, still ramai yg closed-minded(cam nk wat krgn plak)
point yang nk aku state sini ialah
XSEMSTINYA YANG KORANG NAMPAK KAT LUAR TU BAIK DALAM PON BAIK!
alkisahnye, mrA suke kat missB yang cantik dan bertudung labuh. mrA adalah seorang yang sempoi2, rmai kawan. mrA cbe mengorat missB tetapi disebabkan kawan missB slalu nmpk mrA dgn gurls maka dorg pon wat conclusion mrA xsesuai.plus, kapel2 nh kn xelok n so on.
oo bulatBulat oo says:
skrg nh, yg korg g cpt2 wat conclusion cmtu asal??kn bole knl2 dulu then bru decide.ini x blom ape2 nmpk org tu bercampur gaul sedikit da kate org tu jahat. xsemestinya bergaul tu mesti ade yg xsenonoh berlaku.cbe pikir jauh sikit. skg nh da salah plak laki pompuan nk kawan?? missB pon satu, bknnye mrA trus nk ajk kapel ke ape ke,nk kawan je kot tah2 niat die baik nk kawin trus ke.kn elok tu.
biasa la manusia kn, yg jahat jela nmpk.aku sebagai seorang wanita yang sederhana nh(hehe.low-profile) rse agk kurg puas ati. setakat aku hidup aku rse, klu aku nmpk org yang sempoi2 nh,kdg2 lua je nmpk keras tough n all,tp kat dalam suci je.lg suci dr org yg dok skeptikal kat org len.
it's true tht ade je org jahat.tp xmksd suma jahat kn.yg penting review la diri sendiri dulu sebelom kte tuduh org len jahat.kte pon blom tntu baik lg.klu kte rse da baik sgt,tgk lg skli mne tau ade yg silap kte wat.jgn confident sgt.kte tuduh org tu tnpa usul periksa kn salah.
peace no war:)
FRESH START :)
sempena dgn kelahiran baru blog ini
post pertama is bout :dugeundugeundugeun:
yeah,right!
keluarguku yang tercinta
pic nh disnap time raye tah bape tahun lepas..lupe oredy..hee
so, as u all can see..my family consist of ayah, ma, along(myself), ashraf, aina, annura n aisyah.
kami siblings kalau x gado x sah. ironinye, gado smpi sepak terajang pon, setengah jam pastu elok balik.hehe
nak wat cmne.each of us mempunyai kelebihan iaitu bercakap dgn kuat smpi jiran pon bole dgr dan bersuare lantang tp soh public speaking takot smpi gigil2..hahah
tapi kami sume anak yang baik..kui3 (yeke??)
next,
S.P.A.M
membe rapat time PASUM dulu smpi skrg pon..
susa nk jmpe dorg as dorg suma tinggal kat KL, aku kat PERAK..tp yang penting ak tau ak saaayaaang kat dorg..dorg pon saaayanng giler kat aku..wee~
SPAMMIES wait for me eaa..t ak da pindah KL kite hangout 2geda eaa..time tu ambik ko,aku cte xstop2 smpi korg nak muntah dgr cte ak sorg..huahua
lg satu,
grup yang terdiri drpd aini,anor,ayuni,mum
membe rapat kat tganu nh
klu xde dorg nh sape la nk dgr ak membebel story2 ak yg xpnh xde nh..
grup kitorg yang bising ni mampu myakitkn kepala org yang mendengar kami smbg2..sori org2 sekalian..tis is us!we rule!
wawawawawa~
byk lagi special person dalam hidup aku
nadia,liyana,rizi,mazni, mr.beetle, mr.spidey banyak2 lagi
and byk2 arigatoo kat kamoo2 yg sanggup being there anytime,anywhere for me.
without u all mumtazah atiqah bkn la mumtazah atiqah yang skrg nh
last but least,
I HEART U!
post pertama is bout :dugeundugeundugeun:
yeah,right!
keluarguku yang tercinta
pic nh disnap time raye tah bape tahun lepas..lupe oredy..hee
so, as u all can see..my family consist of ayah, ma, along(myself), ashraf, aina, annura n aisyah.
kami siblings kalau x gado x sah. ironinye, gado smpi sepak terajang pon, setengah jam pastu elok balik.hehe
nak wat cmne.each of us mempunyai kelebihan iaitu bercakap dgn kuat smpi jiran pon bole dgr dan bersuare lantang tp soh public speaking takot smpi gigil2..hahah
tapi kami sume anak yang baik..kui3 (yeke??)
next,
S.P.A.M
membe rapat time PASUM dulu smpi skrg pon..
susa nk jmpe dorg as dorg suma tinggal kat KL, aku kat PERAK..tp yang penting ak tau ak saaayaaang kat dorg..dorg pon saaayanng giler kat aku..wee~
SPAMMIES wait for me eaa..t ak da pindah KL kite hangout 2geda eaa..time tu ambik ko,aku cte xstop2 smpi korg nak muntah dgr cte ak sorg..huahua
lg satu,
grup yang terdiri drpd aini,anor,ayuni,mum
membe rapat kat tganu nh
klu xde dorg nh sape la nk dgr ak membebel story2 ak yg xpnh xde nh..
grup kitorg yang bising ni mampu myakitkn kepala org yang mendengar kami smbg2..sori org2 sekalian..tis is us!we rule!
wawawawawa~
byk lagi special person dalam hidup aku
nadia,liyana,rizi,mazni, mr.beetle, mr.spidey banyak2 lagi
and byk2 arigatoo kat kamoo2 yg sanggup being there anytime,anywhere for me.
without u all mumtazah atiqah bkn la mumtazah atiqah yang skrg nh
last but least,
I HEART U!
new looks!
yeayyeay!!
anne jasmine thx alot for ur help..weee~
my dearest blog got new looks all thx to eni..i lap u..only gratitude i can give to you..xley demand2 eaa..
now, bru ade smgnt nak berblog..
even bz skli pon i promise i akn berblog sbb eni da susa pyh redo my blog..
:hapyhapyday:
anne jasmine thx alot for ur help..weee~
my dearest blog got new looks all thx to eni..i lap u..only gratitude i can give to you..xley demand2 eaa..
now, bru ade smgnt nak berblog..
even bz skli pon i promise i akn berblog sbb eni da susa pyh redo my blog..
:hapyhapyday:
HELP ME!!!
HMMM...
td blogwalking..waa, jeles korg2 nyer blog mmg power2 blaka
dunnow whether ade org read ke post aku
tp kepada sape yg bace..i seriously need help..
blogging nh mmg aku mnt,tulis2 nh aku suke la jgk
tp satu weakness aku, iaitu ak xreti nk cntikkn blog aku
so as u all can see
my blog sgtlaaa buruk
mase pon xde nk repair
eni! aku tau ko bce blog aku (even kdg2)
tolong laa repairkn blog nh..aku xreti..
klu x xde mood nk tulis..sdey4
klu ade sape yg baik ati nk help me..sgt2 la dialu-alukan..
the end
td blogwalking..waa, jeles korg2 nyer blog mmg power2 blaka
dunnow whether ade org read ke post aku
tp kepada sape yg bace..i seriously need help..
blogging nh mmg aku mnt,tulis2 nh aku suke la jgk
tp satu weakness aku, iaitu ak xreti nk cntikkn blog aku
so as u all can see
my blog sgtlaaa buruk
mase pon xde nk repair
eni! aku tau ko bce blog aku (even kdg2)
tolong laa repairkn blog nh..aku xreti..
klu x xde mood nk tulis..sdey4
klu ade sape yg baik ati nk help me..sgt2 la dialu-alukan..
the end
da lme x beblog
bz with exam
as usual ak menulis bila otak da mula serabut
dulu ak ckp psl green light
lps da lame, ak pon xpasti
PELIK, nape kamu xbole?
susa sgt ea..bkn nk compare tp biasanya org nak je,plus nk selalu
kamu je xnak..
SEDEYH, ak bkn pilihan pertama,
kte mereka bukan no satu
tp tindakan x menunjukan ape yg dikatakan
KELIRU, nak selesai cmne
ape2 care pon macam xberjaya
NAK TAU SGT2, ape sbnarnye dalam fikiran kamu...
bz with exam
as usual ak menulis bila otak da mula serabut
dulu ak ckp psl green light
lps da lame, ak pon xpasti
PELIK, nape kamu xbole?
susa sgt ea..bkn nk compare tp biasanya org nak je,plus nk selalu
kamu je xnak..
SEDEYH, ak bkn pilihan pertama,
kte mereka bukan no satu
tp tindakan x menunjukan ape yg dikatakan
KELIRU, nak selesai cmne
ape2 care pon macam xberjaya
NAK TAU SGT2, ape sbnarnye dalam fikiran kamu...
KeMbaLi senYUm..:D
after going through mcm2 scenes just in one day one night berakhir la nightmare yg menyebabkn ak berada dlm dilemma
..Failing to choose which way is better
..Thinking wat would happen if i take the road not taken
..thinking whether the road taken is right for me
Last night was the hardest moment in my 20years life..i never thought tht this will be a real hard thing to deal with..i thought my heart is as hard as stone..it doesnot like what it seems to look from the outside..
at last..with the thought of me ,with alittle thought of him,as what he say..i made the decision:
i choose green light.forever green light.
Tp dgn beberape syarat.
yg ak pasti, akn dilaksanakn..
..Failing to choose which way is better
..Thinking wat would happen if i take the road not taken
..thinking whether the road taken is right for me
Last night was the hardest moment in my 20years life..i never thought tht this will be a real hard thing to deal with..i thought my heart is as hard as stone..it doesnot like what it seems to look from the outside..
at last..with the thought of me ,with alittle thought of him,as what he say..i made the decision:
i choose green light.forever green light.
Tp dgn beberape syarat.
yg ak pasti, akn dilaksanakn..
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